Monday, August 16, 2010

in one strange dream...

in one strange dream...
[1988, age 14]

In one strange dream I saw you cry,
know I know I wonder why,
And when I ask you,
what is wrong?
you ask me,
what is right?’,
'Fore I can answer I’m swept along
by these words that you recite -

“Its as though all life on Earth
had only just begun,
as though a myriad of lights
combined to make just one,


it’s as though I’ve been passing through
athousand million places -
Behold! I will corrupt your seed
& spread dung upon your faces”

*

In one strange dream I saw you cry,
what is it that you need?
‘Fore I could e’en wonder why,
you began to read -

“I want to know, I want to see -
Everything, 
Nothing.

I want to have, 
I want to be -
Everything, 
Nothing.

But all I know and all I see
and all I have and have to be,
Someone,

Something.

Only occasionally, in strange dreams
do I witness these extremes,
 When I am all and all is me
then I’m not here so I can see
that I am dead and I am free,

So I can have and I can be,
Everything, 

Nothing.

 So I can know and I can see,
Everything, 

Nothing."

Friday, August 13, 2010

SILENCED

silenced

dull void of sleep between the dreams
won't you swallow all my schemes
won't you let me cum into    
your silence

I built a boast of reeds and birch
to sail into your church
won't you let me cum into     
your fire

now my boats a burning bush
she softly whispers,
"...shhhhh...."
I'm silenced



Jester, 08/2010

Saturday, July 31, 2010

3 BLIND MEN, AN ELEPHANT & THE CONVERGENCE OF HUMAN KNOWLEDGE



What could me more different than Quantum Mechanics and The Upanishads - not!

The conflict of ideas cannot be ended by the victory of science over the mystic, the line taken by Richard Dawkins - to me he appears to be amongst the worst of the fundamentalists he attacks so vehemently.

The reality of 'that which is' is subtle enough to contain a plethora of apparently contradictory observations and manifestations, and only an idea that can reconcile and contain these apparent contradictions can be an appropriate paradigm for the new era.

To me the idea of a 'Rationalist-Empiricist' is a contradiction in terms - one cannot rationally deduce with certainty the nature of something by observing part of it, and only a fool would claim that "that which has been Empirically observed" is the totality of everything. 

I am reminded of the story of three blind men - each of whom, when asked to identify an elephant, draws a different and ridiculous conclusion as to what he has observed - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blind_men_and_an_elephant

'Belief' is an irrelevance - there are only MANY different observations, different subjective experiences, and ONE reality. All contradictions can be reconciled by this almost incontestable observation, I cannot see how this cannot ultimately lead to a synthesis of human knowledge, one that that allows for the diversity of differing expressions, while breeding a culture of tolerance and understanding where previously there was conflict.

"[Robert] Zoller sees the Aquarian Age as a Dark Age wherein religion will be seen as offensive" http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Age_of_aquarius

I see the Age of Aquarius as an Age of Enlightenment, where everything will be illuminated, and dogmatic 'belief' will be seen as offensive.

My intention in posting this sort piece is to make it clear that I am not a religious zealot, but something more akin to a Humanist - but a Humanist whose subjective experiences could only be explained if the Buddhist notion of everything and everyone being interconnected had its basis in a scientific reality that was yet to be understood. 

It is now understood, but it has yet to be proved - I think it is worth investing millions in a giant underground particle accelerator, it is worth it if there is even only the smallest of chances that such an endeavour could prove that EVERYBODY was right all along.

In science consciousness is emerging as central to the understanding of Quantum Mechanics, the position it has long held in Eastern mysticism and Western esoteric circles - this is reflected in Philosophy in the movement called 'Phenomenology', which has largely superseded the Post-structuralist model.

I do not 'believe' anything, but whether or not the much talked about shift in human consciousness actually occurs in 2012 - I am in a position to reveal the exact nature of this prophesy, in terms that I think everyone can understand (unlike the previous paragraph!) ...

In some versions of the story of the blind men and the elephant the men are not blind, but instead the elephant is in a darkened room. Your scientists are like the blind men, feeling around in the dark and making reasonable hypothesis to explain their various subjective observations - on 21.12.2012 I AM going to turn the lights on!

“If the doors of perception were cleansed, everything would appear as it is - infinite”. William Blake 

Previous experience suggests to me that it is necessary to explain that the previous claim is not an egocentric statement - 'I AM' is the name of the Old Testament G-d who revealed the Ten Commandments to Moses, it is the literal translation of YHWH (Jehovah) - this is always what I am referring to when I capitalise the words 'I AM'. 

Then - why the suggestion that I, myself, am a manifestation of this meta-being? This is also intentional - from my perspective we are ALL different facets of a single immanent (all-pervading, omnipresent) consciousness - this is what I mean when I say "we're all Jesus, baby!" and what William Blake means when he says...

"God only ACTS and IS in existing beings of men"

and what Leonard Cohen means when he says...

"Jesus was a sailor when he walked upon the water...
& when he knew for certain only drowning men could see him, he said
'All men will be sailors, then, until the sea shall free them' "

This is at the heart of that which will be revealed when the lights are turned on. 

THE FLOOD

The flood it is gathering
Soon it will move
Across every shoreline
Against every roof
The body will drown
And the soul will shake loose
I write all this down
But I don’t have the proof

Leonard Cohen

While environmental catastrophe does not appear implausible at this juncture I consider 'the flood' to be metaphorical - that while we will continue to have independent manifestations on the material plane we will collectively realise our place in the divine schema. Everything will be illuminated, flooded with consciousness, flooded with light - and I AM the Light.

There is an inaccuracy here - I AM the collective manifestation of Mankind, and that which I AM has sworn not to send any more apocalyptic floods. Our understanding of Evil is derived from this - cleansing by dissolution is that which is against this covenant and thus against YHWH, eg- ethnic cleansing, murder in general. The rainbow is stated in the OT to be the symbol of this covenant - the meaning of this is that I AM the Many colours (Humankind), yet there is a higher authority - the One white light of which I AM the many expressions. The rainbow is thus a symbol of the aspiration to commitment to diversity in harmony. This 'One white light' might also be referred to as 'the ground of being', and it on this authority that 'the lights will be turned on'. 

When I said I would explain this in terms that everyone could understand - I was referring only to the metaphor of the lights being turned on, not the clarifications that followed. While I will continue to make efforts to make my understanding more generally comprehensible - the lights are going on whether or not you are prepared for what you will see!

J
X

illus., The Jester, 1990

Sunday, July 18, 2010

WHETHER WE REALISE IT OR NOT

whether we realise it or not 
we all have our own favourite words

special words & sacred words reserved
for sacred, special and favourite
moments & occasions

today my favourite words are
'favourite'
'sacred'
'special'
'moments'
&
'occasions'

these words are strictly reserved for
favourite
sacred
special
moments
&
occasions

like today

x

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Heigh-ho, Shirley, has his boat come in?
He was all lost at sea, now we have the catch & on its own that would be enough,
Yet I hear there is Buried Treasure in the net

“Really?” he says, “Buried Treasure?!? I thought it was a bomb”


M

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

ALL OF MY BEST POEMS

All of my best poems
are by Leonard Cohen
Except for the one
by William Blake

They wrote them down
because they have poet's fingers
And so that I can get on with the important business
of trying to forget everything I know

A tricky business
this takes up most of my time
My mother is my teacher
I.. I... what was I saying?

All of my best poems
are by Leonard Cohen
He wrote them down
because he has a poet's fingers

Sadly, for the poet,
he forgot to give them back


Monday, June 28, 2010

ANCIENT OF DAYS - IS GOD EVIL?

Its always good to see people returning to Blake's work  - it was, after all, his intention to 'speak to future generations' via a 'perfected allegory', of which he did not regard himself to be the author, but only 'the secretary' [note: this post was originally a response to this excellent article: Ancient of Days]

Above: William Blake's 'Ancient of Days'

That the bearded figure depicted in 'Ancient of Days' is indeed 'Urizen' is well documented and without doubt true.

I confess - I have studied Blake, not his critics. But I can find no evidence that scholars of Blake have understood that Urizen's resemblance to depictions of the OT God Yahweh is far from coincidental.

Blake is quite explicit that Urizen IS Yahweh. Take this line, from "America: A Prophesy" -

     "The fiery joy, that Urizen perverted to ten commands"

Whether or not Yahweh/Urizen is 'the creator God' is not relevant to the study of Blake, for Blake maintains -

     "God only ACTS and IS in existing beings of men"

What is relevant is that the author of the Ten Commandments is categorically stated by Blake to be Urizen - as, in Exodus, when Moses asks ..

     "If I come to the people of Israel and say to them, 'The God of your fathers has sent me to you', and they ask me, 'What is his name?' what shall I say to them?"

God responds thus ..

     "I AM WHO I AM." And he said, "Say this to the people of Israel, 'I AM has sent me to you'. . . this is my name for ever, and thus I am to be remembered throughout all generations."

'I AM' means 'YHWH' - this is undisputed, and central to both Judaism and Christianity. This is explained here, in the Catholic Catechism:

     In revealing his mysterious name, YHWH ("I AM HE WHO IS", "I AM WHO AM" or "I AM WHO I AM"), God says who he is and by what name he is to be called.

Above: Illus. from William Blake's 'Milton'

In Blake's "Milton: Book the Second" there is a diagram which explains much - mankind is depicted as an egg, a being in the process of being created by the four Zoas, here represented as four interlocking circles, with the egg of man incubated at the centre (we know that the egg represents man from Blake's 'Gates of Paradise', where man is alternately represented as an egg and a chrysalis).

That part of man which emerges from the Zoa 'Urthona' is named as 'Adam', that part which emerges from Urizen is named as 'Satan', the word 'Satan' consumed in flames. Given that Urizen IS Yahweh - does Blake regard the God of the Abrahamic faiths as 'evil'?

Yes, he does. But there is no 'evil' as we understand it in Blake's cosmology -

"Good is the passive that obeys reason... Evil is the active springing from energy" (Blake, The Marriage of Heaven and Hell)

Thus the flames that spring from the word 'Satan' in the aforementioned diagram are intended to be understood not as a fire consuming the lower portion of man, but as the very force that drives man's self-creation through the process of history.

*      *      *

Those seeking further reading on this subject might like to read this post, where I conclude that Blake's "perfected allegory" of The Four Zoas has found its most popular expression in the work of Tolkien -

The Jester Speaks - Keys to A Full Understanding of Blake